An attitude re-calibration and a re-commitment.
I'll excerpt a bit here (having received her permission to reproduce it). She referenced my following comment about Senator Huppenthal, which appeared in an earlier post on Huppenthal's use of the Intel logo in his campaign signs:
"Huppenthal here blames the potential copyright infringement on his "sign guy". Used to, Republicans were in favor of taking "personal responsibility." But I guess a lot has changed since the good old days."My sister then makes the following observation:
OK...your comment about Republicans being in favor of taking personal responsibility is true. It's the next sentence that I have issue with. Have you ever thought that maybe...just maybe it's Huppenthal that's changed since the 'good old days' and not Republicans? True Republicans (of which I am one) still believe AND ACT on the taking personal responsiblity adage. Please don't lump all Republicans into the same group as your Mr. Huppenthal. From what I've read about him, he's one of the Republicans I wouldn't be proud of. He sounds as though he's more the "slimy ol' politician" and you're right to blog against his type. They're the ones that give politics a bad name. Just don't make it a Republican / Democrat / Indie thing. That's what everybody else is doing and you're much too intelligent to do that. ...I just think it would be better to stay as far away from partisanship as possible.My sister is right. It's not all Republicans. In fact, I have many very dear friends and loved ones who are Republicans (most of my immediate family). And some Republican views are, I believe, sound and meritworthy.
And as I read her email and have considered it over the past few days, I realize she's right, too, that I've sometimes acted on this blog as a highly charged partisan, which is not constructive at all.
Her email, and my realization, comes at a time in my own personal devotions with God that I have been convicted of the need to be very vigilant about not becoming what I dislike. Namely, someone who uses politics to divide others, rather than bring them together.
I should emphasize that because it means so much to me: it is an extremely strong personal value - and source of edification - to serve others by helping them achieve consensus and thereby solve problems and promote unity. So it pains me to think that I may not be living up to that standard of behavior.
In my vocal objection to the hypocrisy and dissembling of JD Hayworth, for example, I have come very close to being a graceless person. Let there be no mistake: I think JD Hayworth is worse than incompetent as a Representative. His rhetoric is gauged, it seems, to tear down and destroy unity in our society. But that certainly does not justify my being graceless toward him.
It is the struggle - a constant struggle - of a sincere and mature servant of others to not fall into the trap of allowing those things you are contending with in this world to begin to define you. As I see the corruption, the hypocrisy and the divisive partisanship in politics today and strive to stand against it, it becomes all too easy to become debased by wallowing in the filth. And, in so doing, one risks endangering the calling which (in my personal faith) I believe urges us to noble and righteous behavior.
My personal faith tells me that I should love JD Hayworth and John Huppenthal and Tom DeLay and all the other politicians who have disappointed me. My faith also tells me that this love and forgiveness is an act of the will, not some transient emotion.
But I have been convicted in my spirit that, in my passion to illuminate those things that frustrate me about such politicians, I have not been always acting with love toward them. And so, I need to recalibrate my attitude to one of godliness.
As we are only a week before the elections, I make this commitment, then:
I make a re-commitment to strive to see these politicians as erring brothers, whom I love. I will continue to point out those errors in judgment that they make, as I perceive them. I will continue to campaign against them, and will be happy when and if they are replaced in their positions of leadership by others I believe better suited to the role. But I will strive to retain a degree of humility about it all. And I will try to keep my focus centered on those people and peccadilloes that merit it, rather than casting the net of blame farther than it's merited.
You know, taking a mature, judicious, well-considered position on an issue is something that I've always valued very highly. I work very hard to try to see an issue from various sides and understand the arguments that opposing views propose. In my professional and personal life, I tend to thrive as a mediator because of a natural tendency to empathy, probing consideration and impartiality. But I admit I've not been very impartial, lately. So I welcome any accountability from any of my readers on this point.
Thanks for "listening" to this. Have a Happy Hallowe'en, all.
Update: In a remarkable coincidence, I just ran across this post, freshly made, that seemed remarkably relevant to part of my comments above. It would appear that there are many of us struggling to find a proper balance as we move forward in the wake of our disillusionment with the Republican Party.
Update 2: Rasmussen Reports notes that this is part of a real trend.
In the final full month before Election 2006, the number of people identifying themselves as Republicans has fallen to its lowest level since we began reporting this measure of partisan trends in January 2004. As a result, Democrats have their biggest net advantage of the past two campaign cycles.That means that about ONE-SIXTH of the Republicans in our country have left the party in the past two years. It would seem that millions of others are struggling with the question of partisan politics and how it relates to their self identity.
In October, just 31.5% of Americans considered themselves Republicans. That’s a startling decline of nearly six percentage points from 37.2% two years ago. It’s also down nearly a full point from last month.





